It's so weird to think about that only 3 months ago, I had no idea what was in store for my upcoming year...and now I am being the change I wish to see in the world. It all began on May 22nd when I messaged my best friend, Lizzy, on facebook about my plan. Below is the actual conversation ahahhaha :]
Me: okay....you know that feeling when you see something or watch something and it just feels right? like you were just born to be doing something? well I have officially had that feeling. never in my entire life have I read something or seen photos and just immediately fallen in love. UNTILLLL NOWWWWW. BASICALLY....this is what i want to do. after reading about this and seeing what people have to say about it, I can't imagine doing anything else. i know, i technically have a commitment to go to school next year. but this experience would mean the world to me. THOUGHTTTSSSS???? obvs your opinion matters a ton to me so i'm asking you first before i fully commit to this plan!!!!!!
Lizzy: DO IT. no joke. this sounds so amazing and soooooooo perfect for you.
im seriously not kidding. i really really really think this is the most perfect thing for you at this point in your life. like it could change absolutely everything from here on out and would be an AMAZING experience.
ok, so its been decided, you are going. end of story.
What a crazy conversation. I can't believe a crazy idea that started on facebook is now a reality and it will be happening in 3 days. Crazy. Crazy. Crazy. After this late night facebook message, Lizzy and I had a game plan night where we sat in her room for hours deciding if I was actually going to commit to this plan. Obviously, the rest is history. I can't thank my friends and family enough for all of their love and support. So many friends have given me words of wisdom, good luck wishes, gifts, inspirational messages and love! And my Mom and Sister have been incredibly supportive of my decision. There is no greater feeling than having a support system that will celebrate my triumphs and find happiness within hardship. I love you all so much and will keep each and every one of you updated!
This post probably makes no sense and I apologize for the absolute randomness of it, but my thoughts are all over the place! ONLY 3 DAYS!
I am going to close this crazy post with a few quotes/lyrics that have kept me going this whole summer!
Love you all :]
Peace.
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing."
"My heart beats standing on the edge, but my feet have finally left the ledge.
Like an acrobat, there's no turning back.
I'm letting go, of the life I planned for me."
"She believed she could, so she did."
I love that last quote. Whoever said it was talking about you. You are the most determined person I have ever met and I admire you so much for that. You are going to have a great time and I am seriously so blessed to know you :) AHHHHH 3 DAYS!!!!!
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